For most of 2024 Hezbullah were firing missiles into Israel, mainly into the north, emptying the population of various towns and villages. The populations of Kiryat Shemona, Metulla, Shlomi and the local Kibbutzim left as their towns were hit by missiles (about 100,000 people) and were mostly housed in the hotels emptied by the war.
Hezbullah were supposed to have 150,000 missiles, mostly close to the border with Israel. 150,000 missiles is a missile for each 70 Israelis (including Arab-Israelis). Its a lot, about one or two missiles for each Hezbullah fighter (see this video of Hezbullah saluting (watch to end))
After the reality check of 7th October 2023, it was clear that Iron Dome didn't really eliminate the threat. We couldn't just wait for them to invade and/or fire missiles. The sight of demonstrators around the world baying for our blood made the danger clear. So we stacked up on food, solar-powered phone chargers and water. I bought a 150 liter water container to store drinking water and prepared for a hard time.
The war was an anti-climax. Hezbullah's beepers blew up, its leaders were killed and the massive threat turned into almost nothing. After that it was just the twice weekly missiles from the Yemen which mostly got shot down. They were unpleasant, and woke you up at night, but you could live with it and periodically, the government bombed them back.
Then, about a month ago, I read that Israeli war planes had bombed a drone factory the Iranians were setting up in Shia Beirut. At that point, it felt like Israel would have to attack Iran. They've been attacking Israel for decades through proxies, calling us Satan, hanging huge posters in Hebrew (in Tehran), promising the worst. They wanted a war and now was the time to attack, before Hezbullah and Hamas rebuilt.
The day before the war started, I heard the rumble of warplanes all day. Its a low base sound, and I have noticed that a lot of people can't hear it (actually it night have been civilian airplanes leaving Ben Gurion as they were all sent away). When I was kid, after the Yom Kippur war, when you heard a warplane, you would look up and say knowingly "Ah, F15e" like somebody identifying a stork flying overhead. I have a vivid memory of watching a low flying warplane break the sound barrier and hearing/seeing the sound fall increasingly behind it, the plane flew silently in front of the sound. But these day, the planes fly so high, you can't see them.
The next day was supposed to be the gay parade. Perhaps Netanyahu sold the attack to his Orthodox coalition partners by saying he would get the Gay Parade cancelled (in 2019 it had 250,000 attendees). Caitlyn Jenner, the former men's Decathlon Olympic champion, now a woman, was in Israel for the event and got stuck in Tel Aviv, she eventually left through Amman.
We woke up to find ourselves "at war" with Iran, which is only 1500 kilometers away (or 2,000 depending on which bit you're aiming at). Incidentally its a similar distance to the Yemen, so I guess that was a dry run. By now, we are accustomed to being "at war" and having missiles fired at us. My daughters would go down to the shelter during the night, and then go to school the next morning as if nothing had happened (I went to work). The people who suffered were those living near the borders who had to relocate (or had family and friends killed), or sons (occasionally daughters) fighting or flying. My partner had two nephews in the same commando unit, one her sister's son and the other her brother's son and both parents had difficulty managing. I worked with a religious woman whose son was in the infantry in Gaza, it seemed worse then commandos who are used sparingly for specific specialist missions and not wasted on brutal long term fights. Her son was there for months. After an initial enthusiasm the soldiers were all sick of military service.
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My dentist's window was blown out |
With Iran the scale of the missiles was different, school was cancelled and I stopped ignoring the sirens. Our building is a bit thin and clearly even a near miss would demolish it.
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A tower block near a missile landing point |
The Iranians fired missiles every night and we have no "safe room", which meant going downstairs to the shelter. The bomb shelter has a reassuringly thick steel door but is the size of a all bedroom. The first night I went down at 3am in a food-stained t-shirt only to find myself facing my neighbors, not the people you want to see in the middle of the night. After that I only went to bed in a clean t-shirt. There are only 4 families in our building, one got stuck in the UK (he was quite pleased and happy to sit it out), another was in Arizona and got back towards the end of the war. When they did, they would send their sons down at a run to grab the best seats in the shelter. By then my partner had gone to stay with her sister (nearby) with one daughter and they slept in her sister's safe room. So me and the other daughter had to sit at the edge of the shelter, in the cheap seats.
A friend told me that the building opposite has no shelter and every evening, by the time he got down, he would find the people from the other building sitting there, and nowhere for him to sit. It is illegal to refuse entry to your bomb shelter. Our dog also go into the rhythm, rushing into the garden to pee first and then heading to the shelter. Fortunately everybody likes him.
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A bus that was near a missile hit |
When the long distance war against Iran ended, I found myself feeling a little depressed. It amused me to reflect that I was experiencing a post-war depression and was astonished to find that everyone I said this to said they were experiencing the same thing.
We are very practiced at "being at war" and everybody gets on much better while it happens. War with Iran is quite simple compared to dealing with Israel's coalition politics. I expect Netanyahu feels the same way. Making peace is a lot harder and more divisive.
On reflection, I think Netanyahu did quite a lot to avoid war before 2023, including allowing vast amounts of money and aid to enter Gaza. Israel did not initiate war. Unfortunately it all blew up in our face. I think we/he spent the last 20 years preparing for war with Iran and Hezbullah and completely underestimated the threat posed by Hamas and the Palestinians in general. The airforce got a lot of money, and the ground troops prepared for Hezbullah, but nobody thought about the Palestinians.
The Iranians saw two principle Israeli weaknesses: 1. Israel has no strategic depth: We can only lose once, they can be defeated many times. 2. We couldn't sustain a long war with a civilian army. Netanyahu has put number 2 to bed.